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When you feel something so real. Then you look at the person you shared it with. And they see right through you having already forgotten.
“The only real thing is what you’re feeling right now.” Emotional: We survived a lot in our quick year together, yet we can’t survive this. When I think back over the year, I find I am shocked we ever dated. We were such an unlikely pair. The relationship caught both of us by surprise. We […]
I was the one who loved you even though you gave me a thousand reasons not to. I overlooked those reasons because I was selfish and scared. Because I was so consumed by “our love”. I was selfish and wanted you for myself. I still want you for myself. I was selfish and wanted you […]
The details are filling my mind. Details I cannot control and serve no purpose other than to cause more pain. These details are shattering my heart right now. I hate that one day I’m so good and the next I’ve relapsed to day one. I’m desperately looking for a sign. Something from him telling me […]
“You don’t make me feel like you used to. That’s why I’m leaving That’s why people leave each other They come to their senses and get selfish again.” Now you’re left with having to unexpectedly move on. Memories betray you. Your feelings and emotions exponentially increase. Everything is out of your control, and yet you […]
Think of me today, If only for today. It’s Valentine’s Day, after all. Forget the crazy, The convos I took too far.. Think of me today, And remember… Us in all our happiness, In all the love we grew to share. Me as the girl you once fell in love with, And not as some […]
Imperfect understanding is often more dangerous that ignorance.
He made an appearance in my dream last night. In this dream, I decided I would go through all his social media to “catch up” and see how he was doing. Time had healed all wounds. I read about his new life, family, and poetic pieces. And although much time had passed since we said our farewells, […]
It’s been a year since I’ve had the strength to move on. A year since I was finally able to realize that no matter what I tried and wished, it would do no good. Yet, one thing still holds true: I wasn’t the one that gave up…and I never will be. Because no matter where […]