The shock…it hasn’t worn off yet. Emotions flood in without warning and roll out with the tide just as quickly. When the emotions come, they come with such force and brutality, it leaves you second guessing everything you held as stable. All you can do is find a dark spot and hold your knees as […]
“Connection is what they call it…what i feel between us. At yet, it’s as if we never met.” …the curtain has fallen.
I am so tormented by the past. It blurs my everything. Time changes everything, and although it does not feel like it, we become different people. Through the roller coaster years of our relationship, regardless of the status we titled it, we grew into different forms of ourselves. I am stuck in a time where […]
Before I go any further, I want to caveat that what I am about to write is ridiculousness at its finest. But I have to get it off my chest. I can’t shake Kyle getting rid of that chatting app. I text this to Carrie in hopes that it’ll lighten my mind and help me […]
The lyrics are always the same: the questions that will eternally go unanswered. They play on repeat, and depending on the setting, they echo to a different tune. But the beat is always the same. I need a new track. But the DJ walked away… Dyslhn
Our lives were always going in different directions. It’s a shame a tragedy was needed to make this clear.
Every day before I sleep, I look in the mirror, toothbrush in hand. And wonder: was it all worth it? Was it as strong as I believed? No matter how mature or hard you try, the pettiness of needing to know the other person is struggling just as you are wins. And not because you want them to […]
I think back now and I am amazed at how I let you do this much damage to me. You really broke my mind, heart, and soul. And I should hate you.
I am eagerly waiting for the fade, the slow evaporation of all that is you, the thoughts I struggle to handle. Fade. Fade now, because nostalgia is a dirty liar. A dirty, dirty liar who likes to play unfair games.
I love you sweetened with pity.