The details are filling my mind. Details I cannot control and serve no purpose other than to cause more pain. These details are shattering my heart right now. I hate that one day I’m so good and the next I’ve relapsed to day one. I’m desperately looking for a sign. Something from him telling me […]
Every day before I sleep, I look in the mirror, toothbrush in hand. And wonder: was it all worth it? Was it as strong as I believed? No matter how mature or hard you try, the pettiness of needing to know the other person is struggling just as you are wins. And not because you want them to […]
I think back now and I am amazed at how I let you do this much damage to me. You really broke my mind, heart, and soul. And I should hate you.