I was the one who loved you even though you gave me a thousand reasons not to. I overlooked those reasons because I was selfish and scared. Because I was so consumed by “our love”. I was selfish and wanted you for myself. I still want you for myself. I was selfish and wanted you […]
“You don’t make me feel like you used to. That’s why I’m leaving That’s why people leave each other They come to their senses and get selfish again.” Now you’re left with having to unexpectedly move on. Memories betray you. Your feelings and emotions exponentially increase. Everything is out of your control, and yet you […]
Think of me today, If only for today. It’s Valentine’s Day, after all. Forget the crazy, The convos I took too far.. Think of me today, And remember… Us in all our happiness, In all the love we grew to share. Me as the girl you once fell in love with, And not as some […]
Imperfect understanding is often more dangerous that ignorance.
He made an appearance in my dream last night. In this dream, I decided I would go through all his social media to “catch up” and see how he was doing. Time had healed all wounds. I read about his new life, family, and poetic pieces. And although much time had passed since we said our farewells, […]
The shock…it hasn’t worn off yet. Emotions flood in without warning and roll out with the tide just as quickly. When the emotions come, they come with such force and brutality, it leaves you second guessing everything you held as stable. All you can do is find a dark spot and hold your knees as […]
Our lives were always going in different directions. It’s a shame a tragedy was needed to make this clear.