When you feel something so real. Then you look at the person you shared it with. And they see right through you having already forgotten.
“The only real thing is what you’re feeling right now.” Emotional: We survived a lot in our quick year together, yet we can’t survive this. When I think back over the year, I find I am shocked we ever dated. We were such an unlikely pair. The relationship caught both of us by surprise. We […]
“You don’t make me feel like you used to. That’s why I’m leaving That’s why people leave each other They come to their senses and get selfish again.” Now you’re left with having to unexpectedly move on. Memories betray you. Your feelings and emotions exponentially increase. Everything is out of your control, and yet you […]
It’s been a year since I’ve had the strength to move on. A year since I was finally able to realize that no matter what I tried and wished, it would do no good. Yet, one thing still holds true: I wasn’t the one that gave up…and I never will be. Because no matter where […]
The lyrics are always the same: the questions that will eternally go unanswered. They play on repeat, and depending on the setting, they echo to a different tune. But the beat is always the same. I need a new track. But the DJ walked away… Dyslhn
I long for creative words to write about you. To feel healed so that I may write a song or poem. Something. Words to empower others, as others have done through lyrics and psalms. But they never come. Not while I live off your’s. Following them, analyzing all their possible meanings. I internalize wishing to […]