Imperfect understanding is often more dangerous that ignorance.
He made an appearance in my dream last night. In this dream, I decided I would go through all his social media to “catch up” and see how he was doing. Time had healed all wounds. I read about his new life, family, and poetic pieces. And although much time had passed since we said our farewells, […]
It’s been a year since I’ve had the strength to move on. A year since I was finally able to realize that no matter what I tried and wished, it would do no good. Yet, one thing still holds true: I wasn’t the one that gave up…and I never will be. Because no matter where […]
I use to wonder what would happen if we saw each other walking down the street. I wondered how that would play out. Would we stop, say hi and remember each other? Do a long, silent stare but keep going? Or would we pretend not know each other at all? In the last 8 months […]
The shock…it hasn’t worn off yet. Emotions flood in without warning and roll out with the tide just as quickly. When the emotions come, they come with such force and brutality, it leaves you second guessing everything you held as stable. All you can do is find a dark spot and hold your knees as […]
“Connection is what they call it…what i feel between us. At yet, it’s as if we never met.” …the curtain has fallen.
I am so tormented by the past. It blurs my everything. Time changes everything, and although it does not feel like it, we become different people. Through the roller coaster years of our relationship, regardless of the status we titled it, we grew into different forms of ourselves. I am stuck in a time where […]
Before I go any further, I want to caveat that what I am about to write is ridiculousness at its finest. But I have to get it off my chest. I can’t shake Kyle getting rid of that chatting app. I text this to Carrie in hopes that it’ll lighten my mind and help me […]
The lyrics are always the same: the questions that will eternally go unanswered. They play on repeat, and depending on the setting, they echo to a different tune. But the beat is always the same. I need a new track. But the DJ walked away… Dyslhn
Our lives were always going in different directions. It’s a shame a tragedy was needed to make this clear.